The Ghost Of Everything That Should've Been

GENERAL & PHYSICAL

_{Name: Ghostkit || Ghostpaw || Ghost-
Meaning:
Ghost – Named after the ghost of her parents' relationship
Paw – Traditional naming
Age: 6+ Moons
Gender: She-cat
Orientation: Heterosexual
Song: Nine by La Dispute
"Remember not out faulty pieces, remember not our rusted parts. It is not the petty imperfections that define us, but the way we hold
our hearts and the way we hold our heads. I hope they write your names beside mine on my gravestone when I'm dead..."
Voice Actress: Chaika (Hitsugi No Chaika) ex. [link]
Religious Beliefs: ★★★★★ 
"I believe in Starclan as much as I believe that the moon will rise every night...as much as I believe in the sun setting every evening...as much as I believe in that cat's have two ears, four paws and a tail. I believe in Starclan because Starclan has never stopped believing in me since the day I was born and I will never lose faith even until the day I die. Starclan has led my path since birth and has never failed to lead me somewhere I have not wanted. They keep me safe along with my clan and keep us happy and healthy. How else can you repay them other than with your everlasting faith?"
Clan: Riverclan
Rank: Apprentice
Mentor: Pigeondash Mossinescence
Apprentice(s): N/A
Short Description: Ghostpaw is a white she-cat with light silver tabby markings and a long, fluffy tail that has a grayish-black tip. She also has large, rounded ears and one that is grayish-black and another that is the same color as her tabby markings. She has a small grayish-black bottom lip and a matching dot on her forehead. She also has one grayish-black front paw and a grayish-black back paw and adorns significantly round, large pale yellow eyes.
Breed: 60% Singapura (big eyes+ears, small stature), 20% Cornish Rex (big eyes+ears, small stature), 20% Siberian (light, fluffy fur)
Build: Ghostpaw is a very small, lithe and petite she-cat. She is very short with very tiny and thin legs, along with extremely tiny paws. She has a long, fluffy tail and a small head equivalent with her body type. You are also able to feel a bit of her spine, ribs and numerous other bones along her body due to her thinness.
Pelt: Very smooth, soft and semi-long/fluffy (more so in some areas ex.tail)
Eyes: Pale yellow
Scent: Lavendar, Roses, numerous herbs and fresh water
Scars: None}

_Senses:

_{●●●●●●●○○○ ➟ Eyesight}

_{●●●●●○○○○○ ➟ Touch}

_{●●●●●●○○○○ ➟ Hearing}

_{●●●●●○○○○○ ➟ Taste}

_{●●●●●○○○○○ ➟ Smell} 

_Height:

_{Inches: 5 inches}

_{Centimeters: 12.7 cm. (5 in)}

_Weight:

_{Pounds: Just about 1.5 lbs.}

_{Ounces: 24 ounces (1.5 lbs)}

_{Daily life:}

_{●●●●●●●●○○ ➟ Memory}

_{○○○○○○○○○○ ➟ Leadership}

_{●●●●●●●●●● ➟ Willingness to learn}

_Statistics:

_{●○○○○○○○○○ ➟ Strength /1}

_{●○○○○○○○○○ ➟ Endurance /1}

_{●●●○○○○○○○ ➟ Agility /3}

_{●○○○○○○○○○ ➟ Defense /1}

_{●●●●●●●●○○ ➟ Intelligence /8}

_{●○○○○○○○○○ ➟ Accuracy /1}

_{●●●●●○○○○○ ➟ Medicine knowledge /5}

PERSONALITY

RELATIONS

_{Mother: Whiteflower
Father:  Redwind(presumably), Ravenheart(biological)
Brothers: N/A}

_{Sisters: Dreampaw}

<sub>Crush: N/A
Mate: N/A
Offspring: N/A
Activity: Virgin
Looking For: If she could have a mate she wouldn't want a quick fling, but true love.
Turns Ons: Sense of humor, Mysteriousness, Large/Tall, Understanding, Loyal
Turn Offs: Infidelity, Unclean/Unkempt, Loud/Obnoxious, Entitlement
Shippings: N/A

Thoughts:
 = Little/No Contact ||  = Acquaintance
 = Curious About ||  = Fear
 = Dislike ||  = Hate
 = Like ||  = Love
 = Friend ||  = Close Friend
 = Respect ||  = Idolize
 = Kin by Default ||  = Kin by Choice
 = Infatuation ||  = Crush ||  = Mate
Strikethrough = Deceased

Riverclan:
 | Whiteflower | Mother 
Ghostpaw greatly respects, loves and cherishes her mother. She sees her as the most beautiful, successful, and supportive
cat to have ever walked the forest seeing as how her mother raised her all on her own without a mate and still is so loving
and caring.</sub>

 | Ravenheart | Biological Father
Ghostpaw never knew her biological father, nor did she know that he was even her biological father. She was always told that 
Redwind, the unknown murderer of Ravenheart, was actually the one whom she shared blood with even though she had never met
him either. Though as it goes on she learns more and more about the truth of these two toms.

(or) | Redwind | Presumed Father
Ghostpaw never knew this tom either, however she did know of him and believed him to be her biological father who was killed
before she was born by an unkindness of ravens. This was a sign from Starclan that Ravenheart never went missing, but was in fact
killed by Redwind and Starclan did not believe it fit and/or fair of him to claim Whiteflower and Ravenheart's unborn kits as his own
due to this obscene fact.

 | Pigeondash | Mentor
Though Ghostpaw was only recently assigned Pigeondash as her mentor she likes him greatly. She relates to the tom as he is quite calm
and shy and feel comfortable around him and even is content with speaking a few words to the tom. She aspires to be just like him some day
and finds him the clans' best medicine cat there is and ever will be.

 | Dreampaw | Sister
Ghostpaw and her sister, Dreampaw, are both very close even though they have very different personalities and even though Ghostpaw tends
to be relatively cold her sister sticks by her and insists on trying to bring her out of her shell, which Ghostpaw secretly appreciates. 

 | Vipermist | Clanmate
Pending...

Windclan:
 | Brazenpaw | Savior
Ghostpaw forever feels in debt to Brazenpaw, seeing as how kind and brave he was to save her from a hawk without any type of regard
for himself and his own well being. She is looking forward to getting to know the tom better and is very curious, as well as allured by his
adventurous and outgoing attitude. 

Skyclan:
 | Shadepaw | Stranger/Fellow medicine cat
Pending...

HISTORY

<sub>Prior to Birth and Kithood, 1-6 Moons || Previous Dates-January 25-June 18
Ghostpaw's parents actually were mentor and apprentice and grew close this way. Whiteflower mentored Redpaw and as the two grew closer
and farther into their training the young tom began to develop a large crush on her mother. However, Whiteflower saw the relationship unconventional and inappropriate as she was his mentor and rejected his luring affections and began to ignore her former apprentice once he was granted his warrior name. Much to his disliking Whiteflower took upon a mate, Ravenheart, and the two later announced that they were expecting kits. Infuriated, Redpaw, now Redwind, quarreled with his former mentor and the two stopped talking with one another. The next day no one can find Ravenheart and after about a week of endless searching he is presumed dead, leaving Whiteflower distraught and hysterical. Seeing the love of his life so upset Redwin comforts her and the two once again grow close and he takes up the father role in the kit's lives during her pregnancy, though little does anyone know that Redwind had actually murdered Whiteflower's mate out of anger and jealousy so that he could take upon the parental role of her litter and be with the cat he loved so dearly. However, about a moon before the kit's are born Redwind also mysteriously disappears, however he is discovered a day or so later being eaten by an unkindness of ravens and was seemingly mauled by a large number of them as well. This triggers are large commotion of rumors that Redwind had killed Ravenheart and this was the tom's revenge and way of telling everyone what had truly happened to him, however it cannot be proven and it is forever left a conspiracy.
Ghostkit is born to Whiteflower and both of her deceased mate's along with her sister, Dreampaw, in the middle of a harsh leafbare. Whiteflower tends dearly to her kits and does everything she can to ensure them to be a successful cats and worthy of their clan as well as keep them both happy. Within her kithood Ghostkit and her sister also begin to see two strange blood-soaked toms in their dreams, who are later revealed to be their two presumed fathers, though they do not know this. She never speaks to them in her dreams and describes them as just the three (sometimes four, including Dreampaw) of them standing alone in the darkness glaring back at her without saying a word. She says that she tries to move and tries to breathe and speak within the dreams but is always unable to. She always tries to confront the two toms but they only glare at her with hollow, lifeless eyes before she wakes up screaming and breathing heavily whilst trying to catch her breath. This goes on for entire kithood, causing Ghostkit to become withdrawn and unable to connect with those around her, afraid that others may judge her because of her strange dreams, though they do not seem to bother Dreamkit whatsoever. Ghostkit decides to question her mother about the strange dreams, though she quickly and nervously tells her daughters to not worry and/or question them and to simply ignore them as they are only dreams.

Apprenticeship, 6-? Moons || June 19
Ghostpaw becomes the medicine cat apprentice as a sign from Starclan as told to by Pigeondash. She gladly takes up her new position and works as hard as she can to keep her clan alive and safe, much to the enjoyment and delight of her mother who is more than ecstatic to see her only child growing up to become something so successful and helpful to her clan. Though, since she has become the medicine cat apprentice Ghostpaw has yet to have dreams of the two strange, battered toms much to her pleasure.</sub>

ROLE-PLAY

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Timezone: EST
I accept roleplays in comments, notes (preferred) and possibly on Skype!
Feel free to ask me about any of these~}

 

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